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I swear I'm the only teenager I know with unmarked, clean & scarless wrists.
And that absolutely kills me.
<3
And that absolutely kills me.
<3
Uh hi
I haven't really said anything on here for like two years now so if you don't remember me that's cool. I am still alive, unfortunately.
Okay peace out.
thanks for all the times you were there for me
im not gonna do anything. Don't worry. I'll keep living
Hey guys.
I'm still here.
Just kinda going through a rough patch.
I'm okay right now but it's hard to keep up with all the websites and life and everything.
I guess I keep putting off updating you guys.
I'm not sure why, but I do.
I'm sorry.
I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm okay and still here, just absent.
I don't know what to fucking do anymore.
I seriously don't know what to do.
Right now my life consists of:
me having major breakdowns
crying
me panicing about my psychiatrist appointment tomorrow
depression
me feeling or wanting to feel numb
important people in my life wanting to die
panic
worrying
anxiety
more breakdowns
more crying
more anxiety
more panic
more worrying
...
I'm trying to get over this, I really really am. I'm just so worried about everything. My friends, my family. I'm worried I'm depressed, I'm worried that I'll need meds. I'm worried I'm suicidal, I'm extremely worried about the people in my life who are suicidal. I'm so worried. I just want t
Updatey thingy?
God.
I'M SO HOMESICK FOR THIS WEBSITE. AND EVERY MOTHERTRUCKER ON HERE.
I just wrote a journal and now I'm writing another one but I was looking at my past journal entries and I realized why I love this website. When I need support you guys are there, which is lovely. I love the community on here! I love having people who I know will be there. I'm really sorry I disappeared. Please still love me! Do I still have friends on here?!
Anywaffle. The point of this journal entry was to update you guys on things that happened in my life since I've been gone.
1. Concert. I told you guys about it happening but never went into detail. I loved it.
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