I don't know what to fucking do anymore.

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I seriously don't know what to do.
Right now my life consists of:
me having major breakdowns
crying
me panicing about my psychiatrist appointment tomorrow
depression
me feeling or wanting to feel numb
important people in my life wanting to die
panic
worrying
anxiety
more breakdowns
more crying
more anxiety
more panic
more worrying
...

I'm trying to get over this, I really really am. I'm just so worried about everything. My friends, my family. I'm worried I'm depressed, I'm worried that I'll need meds.  I'm worried I'm suicidal, I'm extremely worried about the people in my life who are suicidal. I'm so worried. I just want to stop worrying about everything. I just want to stop.
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